I’ve been going through one of those awkward transitional patches with my work in the last week or so. Paintings seem to take on a life of their own, seem out of my control and turn out interesting but odd.
Usually this means something is changing and a subsequent period of new, improved paintings will follow. It’s tricky staying motivated through it though – more so now that I’m trying to sell some of my work as I feel hesitant about putting my ‘ugly children’ out into the world. Poor vulnerable, misunderstood things …
Thinking about making this post I decided to photograph the ‘weird ones’ I’ve been doing lately but because I was so engrossed in it all today I ended up painting well past dusk, tweaking some plein airs that hadn’t quite worked and trying to rescue some of the crazier pieces.
So, the photos didn’t come out (the wet paint reflecting didn’t help either) apart from this one of the wall at the end of my tiny studio. These pictures aren’t the strange ones – they’re ones that I like for one reason or another and decided to display to please myself. Maybe I’ll mount them all in one huge frame one day … although cutting a mount with all those windows will be a bit of an undertaking. Um, I forgot that one pinned underneath. It’s an interloper – just a quick sketch out on the hill that happened to capture some of the colours at dusk quite well but that was all.

My studio wall in glorious technicolour